When I Loved You

i want to hug you

but i hate you

i never meant to break you

and i know you

never meant to break me

but you did

and you'll never see 

how much of a freak

i can be

because you left

me alone

in the dark

and in the cold

but you were so warm

and your heart so kind

you were a gem

no one could find

and although water 

drowns your soul

without you

i'll never be whole