NUMB

i dont feel anything anymore
i dont hear the words your saying
feeling so alone
while in bed next you while your dreaming
i cant see your pain because you took my feelings from me
i feel so empty with a whole cup near me
i dont feel anything anymore
i cant hear what your saying
i cant respond to your messages and your questions
because all my words were taken
so when i tell you im truly not mad
or sad at all that this is over
i mean it in the calmest way because 
i never wanted this love to take over
i came and tried to fix a broken house
i tried to fill up all your empty lines
meanwhile your ex was texting my phone telling me about you
and he was right the entire time!!!
i guess im hurt so much
i just cant hurt anymore
i feel these tears in my chest
but i dont want to cry anymore!
i never was perfect but i wouldnt lie to you the way you
let the lies slip your tongue so easily
i wouldnt have no one come to the house and text other people
and turn my back so sneakily
so im numb 
and i guess thats what this love has did to me
im happy its over
but now ive lost the real me
and thats what hurts the most 
not knowing who i am anymore, i let you tear me down so much
the kids dont even listen to me anymore!!
and i thought about touching you
wanting to feel your kiss for the last time
im so numb but deep down i was hoping you
could still make me feel alive!
so i dont feel anything anymore
i cant hear the words your saying
and if you ever told me you loved me
i would think you were running a game
you were broken when i met you
and a cheater from the jump
let the person you was with just to give us a start
so it became a cycle and how we started is how we end
i cant feel a thing anymore
and yes your the one to blame