One night Stands

I dont want to hesitate 

I need to do what I want and not regret what it takes

I feel im loosing every time because I cant let it go 

To traped by emotions that love to take it slow 

My mind and body are not as one 

I want a shot but cant pick up the gun 

Love is not easy but lust comes in its place 

I try to forget the latter but its a never ending race 

Like leting go without opening your hand 

I hit the ground only because I never stand 

I want you but i only have you for the night 

I want to love but i cant keep what doesn't see me in the same light 

I wanna feel you next to me when i wake up in the morning 

But your always gone by six A.M and im still snoring 

I wish that i could hold your hand but im leting go 

I want to see you everyday but its a one night show

And i dont know how to feel 

Trying to paint a picture but this life its never real