Only being me

Just when you think you can trust
Someone lets you down
Seems no matter how many times
You circle the world
You still wake up in the same town
Trying to not walk down that lonely road
I tried to make a left but I rebounded back
To that fucked up path except this time
I didn't get up so fast
Something different everyday and little by little
Its killing me that im this way
Always trying to do the best i can
I can't move i'm buried deep in quick sand
I wish my habit wasn't to always hide
I wish I grew up feeling right inside
Nothing and everything to disagree 
I guess when I look in the mirror
​​ i'm only being me