Only God Know

CONFUSION, is all that I feel, I need to wake up, my life can't be real

DISAPPOINTMENT, the thought in my head, if I had to choose life, I'd choose to be dead

LONELINESS, I feel so alone, this must be God's test, your true colors have shown

EMPTY, my outlook on life, the harder I try, nothing seems right

FAITH, I try to trust you, after so many fails, what am I left to do

FAILURE, keeps running through my veins, please help me God, I'm going insane

STABILITY, I'm losing on Earth, I can't save a dime, I feel I'm not worth

NOTHING, I'm becoming so stiff, so ready for change, my world needs a shift

HAPPINESS, is what I want to feel, my life keeps throwing curve balls, so my heart never heals, now I can't trust because no one seems real, so I'm left in this dark place with no one but me,trying to figure out what God's plans could be, then hopefully one day my own eyes can see, the reason behind the pain and such misery

HOPE, is all I have left, praying life gets better, throughout every step

LOVE, is what I'll continue to sow, compassion for others, is what I will show because what happens next, only God know.