Only True One

Wet blond hair,curly, ruffled and fair. Big brown eyes and sweet tender lips. Red Rose cheeks and flustered from the rush to make it on time for it was our first meeting, we were to dine.

She looked out of sorts and puzzled at first. With an unexpected hug from me which eased and caused the ice to burst and break. Followed by conversation and a sip or two from her glass of red merlot we settled in fine like two peas in a pod in need of a comfy sofa and pillow to enjoy the moment being mellow.

She talked about her passion for psychology, "the Social mirror theory" and "The Chameleon Effect". Her trip to Asia and all she did expect from future travels and when she gets back. Her deep longing to be in the fair Cape where her life was laid back and great.

An English teacher and Health, Wellness and Fitness instructor by profession with a free spirit for fun and adventure. I was sure there would be no picture to capture the glow in her eyes from her talks of life's pleasure.

All in all she was just as interesting as she was beautiful.I was taken aback by her kind easy way, down to earth and hunger for knowledge.

Dine we did with lots of laughter and ending in an embrace, It was a success and we were to meet again where she would light up glowing like the evening setting sun wearing a dress and stealing my heart, making it flutter rising and feeling the thunder everyday for the next best 6 months ever.

The stories in movies about meeting the One seemed far fetched like chasing the sun. Yet I sit beside her feeling her warmth close enough to reach out and touch her. She is the one, to change my life's ways forever.

She believes all mankind follows a pattern one that would lead them to Pluto, Mars or even Saturn, revealing their unchanged pattern for life that denotes their bad standing or goodness in heart. That would be her gauge for the deciding factor from the start.

She gives me a chance or two to prove my worth is not over due, but alas I have failed and caused unintentional hurt and pain. I had bitten off more than I could chew in life and got back more than my bad due.

I had not learnt to say no and had become the packing mule of other people's burdens which caused me unconditional stress and unfocused attention on the One who sets my heart on desire from her warm suns fire.

I'll stumble and fall, bump my head and crawl.I don't follow a pattern as she helped navigate my new direction. I have made errors in judgement and bad decisions but I'm not my past only my present. She had opened my eyes and taught me a few good life's lessons.

I have now lost her with so much to regret, I spent each day since June changing my pattern to alter my direction. I am succeeding with my compass pointing true north.

My journey is almost done, its run its course of breaking me free and will have reached its zenith with it's only regret is me missing my Sun, my only true One.