onwards

A couple days ago I lost control,
I felt as if I was a trapped soul,
the negative energy's,
lets say they took hold,
reminding me of things you don't need to be told.
my head still feels like its spinning around,
still theres no reasoning to be found,
my paths always seem to close,
my destiny feels constantly froze.
in the end as I looked below,
I realised there was no where else to go,
iv already reached my hell,
I will no longer lock myself in this cell,
yeah iv made my bed..
but guess what I wont lie in it,
il just get a new one instead,
on go my boots to find my feet,
and remember todays for living,
tomorrows just today that iv yet to meet.