Oriental expression...

I wandered 
This land
Searching 
For my kind,
Dressed to thrill,
Umbrella at will,
Only for clouds
To consume
My way,
I squandered 
My thoughts
Showing my skin,
Swallowing,
Tasting a 
Bitter pill,
Only to sound 
Like a fool
Today,
The mystery
In the sky,
Flowers 
Trying to tell 
Me why,
Why am I lost?
Why am I sheltered?
Why am I asleep?
Why am I oriental?
Why no sheep? 
I don't understand,
I don't feel my bed,
My pillow 
Is nowhere
To be seen,
But this is 
My favourite 
Dream,
Every night 
I keep 
Pretending,
That every 
Sleep is 
Oriental,
Tonight this is 
My oriental expression...