OUT OF THE DARKNESS & INTO THE LIGHT

“IN MY BED

IN MY ROOM

IN MY HEAD

A PLACE OF DOOM”

....... Locked and imprisoned

Afraid of how I feel

Knowing that my inner thoughts

Are verging on surreal

I’m floating round my mind

Watching thoughts just come and go

The passing of my memories

Are the visions that now grow

But my memories, full of sadness

And they swallow up my ‘now’

I’m trying to forget them

But I really don’t know how

They define my very being

And distort all that is true

The dark clouds they loom lower

And I don’t know what to do

I am lost within a soul

That is desperate to be found

But the blackness is so haunting

I can hear a screaming sound

The noise is getting closer

And is ringing in my ears

It’s deafening and is killing me

The sound of all my fears

I’m reaching in the darkness

But it’s never going to be

A place where I can find my peace

And find the real me

The screaming is unbearable

Now I know there’s no way out

I hold on to my sadness

The self loathing and my doubt

I am lost and I am lonely

Now I know I’ll never leave

My misery is calling

I’m now struggling to breathe

My heartache is too strong

An empty bottle by my bed

Couldn’t live in darkness

Found the light when I was dead .......

“IN MY BED

IN MY ROOM

IN MY HEAD

A PLACE OF DOOM ....”