Pain

I hate the pain that love brings
Though when love's good 
It's pleasingly insane 
The touch, 
The kiss, 
Everything that matters 

When THAT love goes bad 
Everything is shattered 

Picking up broken glass, 
Ending up with scars 
Love is supposed to be smooth, 
I hate when it gets hard 
Trickling to the point where no one's there to mend my heart

It used to be Us, 
OurLOVE, 
You && Me 
But you threw me in the darkness 
Your love i can no longer reach 

You snatched it all away.. 
As everything else given to me

When you experience the dark side of love 
You question the life of living. 
"Is there really life after death? Or should i hold my breathe?" 
I cant believe i let this happen 
What a let down to myself... 

Now i'm starting to regret, 
Even though i know I shouldn't 
I want to delete everything about you 
Even though i know i wouldnt 

Who am i fooling? 

I tried! 

I failed! 

I couldn't. 
©  a month ago, India Futch