Pain

Pain has its hold on you 
Making you feel extremely blue
Life has been a living hell
Since you were hit and became unwell
You keep yourself solitary at home
Because of your post traumatic syndrome
Wishing you could be like others
Who mange to work through their druthers
Many rolls you have played with precision
Making it easier to come to a decision
As to whether you should leave this earth 
While waiting for your rebirth
I can promise you now 
You will figure out how
To do the best for you.