pain numbs my soul

Pain Numbs , my soul by Elizabeth Morgan

I don't think I can love another person again even if I tried. I don't know how to feel, I ve lost my desire to feel, my eyes turn into tears at night , I stay up asking myself why I ever felt so deeply infatuated ? I guess I can say I was a fool for loving somebody that could never love back , so now I feel I don't know how to love , Never again will I be hurt, so my soul is now dark , without any light to shine, now I feel what pain ...is , Have you ever felt the pain when it rains , I know it a cold world out there , so I bury my soul in a bottle of alcohol to ease my pain , I feel I have an awfully long lonely road to take so that every night I'm on my bended knee praying for a new day, some need heaven , but some don't go, I know life is a struggle so I don't give up , but there are days I do feel like giving up during my dark days , If u were in my shoes you would understand my pain , and how I feel, so don't judge me on how I feel , believe me its easy to get lost down that road,