Painstaking Misadventure

I'm a telepathic spirit walker
through the astral plane
how can anyone kill me
when I can't even kill myself
They said she was murdered
and I lost the will to live
It would of been the greatest
love story ever told
she said she's alive
and that her life was on the line
all for  her own protection
I took a final free fall
we'd be an emancipated couple
we'd have it all

sometimes I don't know
what I'm doing here
sometimes I don't know
If I'm sincere
if I'm comeing or going
staying or leaving
dying or coming back to life
Lying to myself
or telling the truth about her life

I know I love her
but they keep us apart
why won't they let us be happy
she has a piece of my heart
if she wants all of me
she can come get the rest of me
I'd die for her, I'd walk out into battle for her
I live for her, I want her alive in my arms tonight
I can't wait any longer
only love can save us now
what are we waiting for...
time is running out and I don't want it to end

the hourglass is running dry in the sands of time
and I keep flipping it over coninuously over time until the end