A Painted Picture

Baby, paint me a picture of a perfect world. Paint me a picture of our own little infinity. Tell me we'll last forever, when the world tells us were children. But you see, lions don't lose sleep over the opinion of sheep but, in this case, the lion falls in love with the lamb.
I want to love you longer than the stars glimmer and the sun shines.
To be the spark in your eye and be the reason you wake up smiling.
I want to be your first thought in the morning and your last thought before bed.  Let me be your one and only, and what gives you strength to continue going.  People fight, and people argue, in this life of continuous sorrow, but trust me when I tell you, if you call me, I'll be there.
In a world full of ominous landscape and never ending calamity, you're the ray of sunshine in my every day.
You, a guy with such trippy vibes, fuckin' with a girl who comes from the other side is almost surreal. It’s like a dream or a fantasy, something that if only I were looking through the third eye would be realistic but baby, I got lucky. A boy like you loving a girl like me, it's like an answer to my dreams.  I know I'm not a part of the trippy life, you and I both know that's not me, but that's what's so nice, to be so different, we are so alike.
To be so young and go through hell is a difficult journey, but having someone who believes in you can be a huge part of healing. You want to be independent; you want to figure yourself out. & I'm proud. But you know where to find me when you want to run back. It doesn't make you less of a trippy nigga, or even less of a person. You love me, and I love you, and when you need me I'll come through.
Intimacy, isn't only about the physical, there's a connection as if you can see into the others soul. To be so intertwined with someone emotionally it can send you in spirals, of black and white. Insecurities rage when you begin to give someone your heart, or begin to fall for there's. Letting someone see your heart has got to be one of the most courageous things, because only you have had access.
Your heart is like a locked door, and only you have the key. This key has the power to give you a lifetime of joy and happiness, or take everything from you leaving you broken and shattered.
Trusting someone with that is no small thing.  
Life is about creating yourself and accepting yourself, wondering who your deity is, wondering why you're even here. Life is this mystical journey that leaves you frozen. Not sure which way is up which way is down.
But to be so young, and have so much insight, you've taught me so much about life.
& you don't have all the answers, or anything figured out but, maybe that's why we work, were both just trying life out.
So when you get down, and it's hard to breathe, remember who is waiting. My arms are open, and they're open wide, waiting for you to come running, because I miss you by my side.
            Your love,
                        Aja