Pavlov 19

it's depleting me..
like I have a small tear..
and it's leaking,
I feel all sense
and stability.
diminish..
I stand too close,
and break the social distance..
I am a criminal first instance,
I am about to finish..
and begin a new existence..
It's not me anymore..
it's some body that
follows rules without question.
a huge experiment...
pack animals segregated
have no pole position.
No leaders ..we are all
part of the borg
I hear the tinkling bell
and begin to slather..
like a dog