This place

I just want to leave here.

to a place i can call home

outside i will have no fear

i shall venture, into the unknown

A place i shall never hear his name,

A place i can be me,

A place where things are not the same,

a place where i can be free

I never want to see that road;

that they call apache drive,

I never want to see that shirt;

the one i wore that night

No longer can i stay here,

and bear these memories

no longer can i stand it,

this is not meant to be

In this place i'm just haunted,

by this past that won't let go.

my soul forever hardened,

and my heart; now black as coal.

I just need to let it go,

and start over all over again,

im tired of feeling this low

im tired of crying over him

Just three more years i wait here.

And try not to picture his face.

Just a little bit longer,

will i have to live in this place

All the memories haunt me,

where i bled, i cried, i ran

my life felt so ruined

because of one stupid man.

Sometimes i blame it on myself.

what happened, but then i remember,

you forced me; i didn't want to

you raped me, in december

Yes i tried to make it okay

i tried to make you care

so all i did was lay and pray

but you just left me there

To this place, i'm just a scar

its time that i depart

I need to leave paoli now,

its time i follow my heart

This place is no longer home,

it wasnt anyways

its time i find my own home

its time i leave this place