Porcelain

Porcelain

I am my own worst enemy
I don’t like her but i do
Thinking i’m in control while she’s ahead of me
Mind games she puts me through
I branched out, I left
To wait for the real woman
No manipulation, no theft
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Her venom taking its course
Paralyzing
Leaving my body vulnerable, my heart numb
I point a finger at the wrongdoer
But fingers lie too
The three remaining expose the real criminal
I’ve played with her, hurt her even
Filled those sacks with poison
I pulled the trigger
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She’s the pawn and I the player
So I ask you, who used who?
Desperate to keep me, whatever the cost
Although she cries to me
I feel nothing
Robot man descended from space
My love is held for the queen,
A truly pure woman
Yet I spend my days in exile with the snake
I let her fuck, kiss, and cuddle
She may as well be holding a doll
Reciprocation never to be seen
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To all this is a mortal sin
But only if you knew
The man she’s with is made of porcelain