Prison

Looking out the window with no hope in sight

Wondering what happened that dreadful night

Over and over it goes through my mind 

"How did I end up here?" everything was fine

Then reality hits me all at once

About what I have really done

Destroying my life and not the only ones

Asking all the questions What, When, Where, and Who

Just waiting for my the appeal to go through

The hardest part is accepting my wrongs

No more What ifs that this is my fault

It is what it is

Bettering myself with coming of age

but never can I forget the fit of my rage

Being a number now not having a name

but changing my identity does not take away the shame

So how do I overcome these great walls I see

By teaching someone not to be like me