Prisoner of freedom

I am kept a prisoner by the freedom that I feel

I'm tucked so deep within myself I question what is real

Words will never hurt me, IV forget every meaning

Distracting thoughts of inflicted pain is reality I'm secretly feening

you could never hate me or think less of me than I already do myself 

insecurities replace my pride and remain my most accumulated wealth 

You can try to put me down but i asure you I can't get any lower

If my hopes and dreams could reverse time my faith would still return much slower