So Sorry
Apologies from a narcissist
ย Iโm so sorry that I left you....
It took so long for you to even search for reasons why
Blurred by ever present tears with the inability to cryย
Iโm sorry you ended up emotionless w uncontrollable bouts of looming sorrow...shifted faith no longer led by sight and you lost hope for better tomorrows
Iโm so sorry for any hurt youโve felt by my disregard and neglect by Proving you mean nothing not even worth the time for me to face to face give disrespectย
I can see now what Iv done all the pain and suffering Iโve causedย
How when the world tried to swallow me I pushed you instead into itโs chomping jaws
I see that I was wrong but Iโm here now to make amendsย
Iโm sorry forced seclusion ordained internal voices that remain your only friends
Iโm sorry that I took my time ...honestly I canโt continue I never attempted looking backย
Loneliness is your living hell and empathy is what I lackย
I know what I did to youย
iv enjoyed watching you struggle all alongย
Your hopeless cries for mercy will always remain my favorite song
Now your getting the picture you still sit where you were satย
undeserving little victim I hand picked to be my human mat
Your pain is my hallway I stomp your heart like corridors disrespect for your entry way I enter just like I would any other whoresย
I reluctantly take credit for Unintentional lessons taught on how to cope I aimed to stringing your life along like a feening whore on dope
Distortion for my pleasure daily goals achieved by meย
my only regret is all the pain I caused and didnโt get to seeย
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I love your beautiful muse
Oh My God!! RAE RAE!!โฆโฆ.that is down home Dirty, down in the gutter meanness, seriously evil intent, delivered with wild-eyed poetic charm and graphic stinky-ness!! (smiles)โฆ.wow!!โฆ..where the heck did that come from!!โฆ...gotta say this......It IS truly compelling!!โฆโฆ.ALL STARS!! & PINNED!!โฆโฆ.you HAVE to tell me what inspired that dear poet sister!!โฆ..talk soon I hope!!โฆโฆ..LOVE & ROCKETS!!โฆโฆ.T xoย : )
This came from a life time of being an empath and being fed on by narcissists... my overly generous and extra sensitive heart couldnโt even fathom the possibility that all other beings werenโt at least on the same realm of compassion or understanding of human value...and then I learned with a full understanding that their are people disguised among us with hearts built the complete opposite way...my lifeโs mission is love and light for others itโs hate and darkness...itโs not just in fairytales itโs a reality called life โค๏ธ I hope that made sense....thank you so much for always taking the time to read and comment on my write constructively you are an example of light that helps to enables mine shine to brighter โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ