Ups and downs

Flooding over onto the floor, 

Too weak to reach the door, 

agony consumes my weak body inside and out,

voiceless even when deep down I want to shout,

body motionless , thoughts blocked,

paun whispering in my read as it rocks,

lost in a dream like reality,

is it you or is it me,

im paralyzed with the fear,

that lingers near,

im conflicted in the bipolar way,

prayers wishing for a new day.