Put me back to sleep

You woke me up, to show me that life is so worth living,
Without expecting anything back you didn't take you were all  giving.
But whilst on our destined path we  appeared to have stumbled,
Dont know were you came from but from heaven I had tumbled.
You thought you were helping me out and being a true life hero,
But me falling in love with you expectations of this there were zero.
Of course me being me all my life heart of stone not letting any one in,
But karma is back and she is kicking me in the **** for all my sin.
So unfortunately I am being punished for all the hearts that I broke,
Even though I didn't mean to but a man in love with me made me choke.
So now I am experiencing the pain that I made my ex partners feel,
I have been punished enough please return to me my heart you did steal.
They say time is a healer and I will soon forget and be able to get over you,
Doubt it though I cant move on, NO one will understand what I'm going through.