Ramblings

Misplaced animosity,
Self loathing generosity,
Nutrition fed into a tree named disguise,

Robust the structure in the midst that I hide,
Honesty a friend in which I can't confide, 
Smoke and mirrors,
The show must go on, 
On and on,
On and prolong,

Venting the poison by silent means,
Releasing the pressure on my bursting seams,
I wish not to intrude or cause pain, 
My demons are mine and must be slain.

Thoughs run rampant 
A total eclipse, 
Bursting seams are now small rips,
Fighting a battle in which the friend is the foe, 
A reflection is toe to toe,

Tattered clothes and false pretence,
Only so long a man can pretend, 

Take control or lose the will, 
Grow your strength or take a pill,

Dedicated or medicated,
I must decide,
Fight the fight destroy the divide,