The rapist "therapist"

Ever have a therapist in your head picking apart everything not wrong in your life and what the hell you just said. Ever have your psychiatrist ignore every Waring sign and increased tension in every session.
ultimately losing control of your life, when everyone who not only abandoned you stabbed you I the back with a knife.
Stopped trying and given up with out even asking yourself why .
Feel numb but still you cry.
Every day worst then the last , because your bound by your past .
Ever wonder how long this could possibly last.
Its a question I constantly ask.....