Read write tell other what u read in writing

Each book i read 
Got me closer to heaven 
you might think that by stacking each book 
one in top of the other I was building a ladder.
which is true but the ladder actually 
was just a way to put away each book 
without consuming so much space 
and I won't lie it it worked great.
but my Landing in heaven 
comes by reading myself to heaven. 
by allowing myself to create a gate by knowledge.
Im human enought to know that death is the only way to ahold a ticket to walk trew the gates.
But i want not death. I want my mind free of limits were my heart can imagen the heavens 
without actually entering them.
But if i ever did want to know heaven in a more personal note all ill have to do is fall off the stack of books, head first straight to the first step of ladder making it the last step before entering the gates.