Realize

Giving awards in my solemn place--
Never realized,
How much disgraced.

In midst--
No convo nor sasion,
Only realize--
You've lost this equation.

Face to face,
Those you far foreseed.
Unlike those--
You truly will need.

Getting it done,
Real successful.
Eyes wide open--
To your distance; dismantle.

In your vicinity,
I've been so enlightened.
Of one's truth--
Senses deadly, witty, and frightened.

Friendship ceases and ends real hard,
Hope you know,
This guy has been really scared.

To see and feel, 
Heart hurts deep,
What was once had,
Only thrift-way cheap.

Learned a lesson or realize even two--
Never to be a man nor leader like you.
-III