Reflections

As the evening recedes into darkness
  and starts to cloak everything in black
I sit looking out my window
  until only my reflection is seen
 
I'm lost, broken, abandoned
  my despair is overwhelming
 
The reflection staring back at me
   sees only a fool
a man who once had everything, everything
   because he had you
 
I talk to the shell in the window as he stares me down
 ," I'm sorry" I tell him
knowing these words wasted on him should have been
  spoken to you
 
  So I ask him
"can you take me away from here?
I'm dying"