regrets

through the light and the dark
you stuck with me right from the start
through the thick and the thin
you made me fit in
through the rough and the smooth
you showed me that you loved me 
you went and gave me proof
but i still had my doubts
everything was heading south
i feel that you were forced
i felt like you were the worst
and i knew you didnt like this trait
but you only love me because of fate
you only love me because im your mate
'why won't you say it
why won't you agree
just hurry up and leave me
your tearing me apart
you already stole my heart'
but only when you agreed
did i realize how much i needed you
i fell to the ground crying and begging
but not making a sound
all these thoughts and feelings
now had no meaning
i knew it was love
that it wasnt fake
but it was to late
i made a mistake
and we couldnt do a retake