Repeat

I fold myself into him, 
with shaking breath and trembling fingers,
I trace my fingers down the back of his neck, 
Light as a feather,
as our lips meet he grabs my hips harshly and I feel my heart flutter, 
Light as a feather, 
Light as a feather, 
A moan escapes my lips, I shudder, and pull him into me, 
Grinding and gasping for air, 
I'm lifted and moved to the center of the bed effortlessly like I'm as, 
Light as a feather, 
I'm as light as a feather
My heart is pounding, 
light as a feather, 
My fingers tingling,
Light as a feather, 
My blood is boiling and I need his skin against mine, 
i kiss him deeper, harder, pulling at his clothes, clawing at his skin,
I'm as light as a feather, 
And he pulls back.
He pushes himself off me. 
I'm sinking. 
He takes a step back.
I'm sinking.
He hasn't made love to me in months now. 
I'm sinking.
I can see the need in his eyes.
I'm shaking now.
I'm fighting back tears.
My vision is blurring.
I'm doing my best.
I'm doing my best. 
I'm doing my best. 
I'm doing my best.
He hugs me,
No, embraces me. 
Tells me again and again he's sorry.
He says he's sorry. 
My face is wet and hot and streamed with tears, and he holds me. 
He hugs me, 
No he embraces me..
I fold myself into him...
With shaking breath and trembling fingers,
I'm as light as a feather.