Restrained Lips

“Shhhhh”

He’s coming, don’t say a word

Hold your breath

Cover your mouth

Because every little sound

Will be heard

The Crackle, of the night sky

Fills my heart with fright

The Hope inside me

Self-destructs of the sick things that will happen

To me, tonight

His footsteps fought with the already wounded soars

As the weakened blood began to form

The loudly-spoken

Abusive silence was hidden behind

The lips of the public doors

The devil inside him

Made the blood inside me drip

As the closet doors began to rip

It wasn’t hard for him to find me

The smell of my fears

Lingered in his eyes

The taste of dirty innocence

Moved rapidly through his believable lies

“No daddy, please stop!!”

I fought and fought

But it all ended with him on top

Unzipping

Into a world, were he tasted and enjoyed

The fear in innocent little girls

The walls cried blood

When he was finally done

I couldn’t walk, crawl or even run

I was branded a victim

With the heat and dryness of the rising sun

What is placed on my shoulders, my heart and mind

Was a secret to everyone

I couldn’t cry, it was too much pain

So, the clouds cried for me, when it rained

I lost the battle, and I lost the war

But most of all, the innocence I cherished

Was destroyed behind the restrained lips

Of the public doors