Right Now

Right now
My emotions are too distorted for me to think
Even though
My fears are only fabricated by my mind

My senses are numb
And my heart continues it's hollow drum
My thoughts race
But my mind fails to keep up their pace

What triggered it?
Was it bit by bit
Or one big blow
That caused this collapse to follow

Maybe i know
And i just don't want to show
Or maybe i don't
And those are the thoughts that haunt

 But right now                                                                                           
My emotions are too distorted for me to think
This is how
My sanity slowly starts to unwind