R.I.P

Eyes in such disconnect, you held you'r dreams in death. You'r suicide torments my head, now you'r suicide lurks underneath my bed. I tried to hold tight but it was that evening you said goodnight. When you left you took my soul, all that is left these days is a giant hole. Days go by without  you'r face, you left without a sound you left without a trace. I can't bring you back and without you i lack the magic i once held. why is it i can't seem to weld my heart back together, i guess nine months later i finally realized your gone forever.