Rockbottom

I'm finally here

I have hit it hard

I didn't see it coming 

I don't want this card.

It snook up on me

Grabbed me from behind

It poked and prodded, it tried to find 

That part of me that is only mine

And take it over, to enlist, to recruit

The core of my being 

My very root.

I must resist

I must defend

Me, myself and I.

The worst is over now

The war is won

The only way is up

My journey has begun.