Roller Coaster

Maybe they're right
Maybe I'm out of my fucking mind
Maybe it's time to join the domestic terrorists
Or schedule a session with my therapist 
I wish I wasn't so aware of this
Finding help for Mental health in America is fucking hilarious
Could my condition be contagious 
 those in my vicinity become paranoid and anxious 
Let's see how bad this pain gets
No one ever explained this 
Life is challenging 
But we're managing
Pessimism mixed with depression and mood swings
Make my mental ill
Overreacting emotional irrational
The mother fucking ups and the downs
Smiles and cries
How's and why's
Eventually everyone dies
Not everyone really lives 
even less truly love