Ruminating thoughts.

I always used to think that i was a failure, a bit disconnected from society but honestly thinking this way is not worth it, i had a decent person in my life who'd show me the way and help me realise life isn't about trying to be perfect.

many judge us on the mistakes, the past and our attire, Im the type of person who'd help anybody as others indulge in self wealth flying higher.

My anxiety is slowly becoming harmless as time flies by, i can actually lay in bed with no worries, no need to cry, no more Over thinking, no longer wanting to fall down and die.

so many of us remain Loyal even after being shot down by judgemental beings, I look into the distance hoping for support but they're just miraged things, being promised that if i need a friend they'll come running, when im down on my Luck nobodies coming 

I need to, i'm going to find shelter from the storm and the rain, currently still living in a dark piece of my brain, finding it really hard to mask this pain, trying even harder to mask my Rage and all that happens is im left with a bitter aftertaste But I'm so ready for change.