s.a.d- seasonal affective disorder

like the sky on a stormy day my feeling's drag along
drifting into unconscious sadness of gloom
falling into a grey atmosphere 
pain flowing through me as I am thunderstruck
wind cutting me like a sword
when the mood has dropped
when the storm come's
 but
like the sky on a hot summer day
i fly above the cloud's of glorious vision
swim through the red streak's of extreme happiness
breaking into the sun with tear's of immense joy 
when i am at my highest peak
when the sun shine's
two mood's ,one me