Sailor of the sea

Here I go into an abyss of unknown
I am an experienced sailor in the sea of the loss
If I may be so crude then allow me to drown
For slowly the devils will consume this mind
I have wandered for years in the forest of hell
Wanting to breathe nothing else but air
But here I drown with the town I created
Piled with the bricks of all that is yet to be forgiven
Dead men lie at my feet as I walk with the ashes of those who are to be grieved
Console me I beg
This madness has made a mind of a soldier
Into the mind of a beast
Drown me with my chains for they are too heavy to let me swim