Sapphires

As I sit here,
Thinking about you.
I know you're gone, 
I wish I was gone too.
Plans didn't work out,
Left with nothing to do.
Just to think about the stones ,
the sapphires that belonged to you.
Clearer than the ocean,
A crystalized blue,
Even when the sun would shine,
It wasn't brighter than your eyes hue.
Left me behind,
I made a move too, 
The day that we died, I wish these feelings died too.
I still Carry the feeling ,
I know I'm the only one.
I've made various attempts, just to be turned into ashes like walking on the sun...