Scared.

"Waking up not remembering where she is

Realizing things went wrong while laying in a hospital bed

The pain so strong, not being able to move

She opened her eyes just to see the room

Her family gathered around her, saying prayers for her

She cried silently the thoughts coming back to her

Scared for her life all she did was stay quiet

Trying to fight it

Woken again to see these men, their uniforms so distinct

She didn't know where to begin

The questions kept coming of a night she couldn't recall

Wanting most just to remember it all

Her body shaking, her mind racing

The camera flashing, the pens rapidly writing

Is this worth fighting?

She laid back into that stiff bed

Still not being able to move, not knowing if she was dead

The door shut quietly the doctor came in

In need of surgery, this must be the end

So tired, so cold, sweat dripping down her

She went to feel her leg but something stopped her

Was she a woman still although the feeling was gone

Replaced with the horrible pain of stingers and daggers

She just wanted to be home, alone and done

The flashbacks coming, and going

The heat of the bodies lying on top of her kept her quiet

She woke up realizing the surgery was done, although the pain ached on

The doctors murmured "I've never seen something like this"

She will be able to have children please dont worry

The questions kept coming, the camera still flashing

She wanted to remember, to answer them all

But all she could do was pray that she wasn't at fault."