Scary feeling called LOVE

How can we decide, if we want it or not?
How can we resist , to the power of that?
How can we use brain , when it simply shuts?
How can we chose what , will work best for us?
How can we not risk, of being badly hurt?
How can we adapt , to feel super sad?
How can we predict , where it will take us ?
How can we fight all , fear just piling up?
How can we step out , when it will not last?
How can we adapt to knowing it might pass ?

All these constant question, are not new to us
Yet to have an answer , looking into past
Tells us that with knowledge , we wont get it right
Should we trust our own hearts  , or stay smart and wise

If we are in LOVE which will make us blind
Pretending that we , are absolutly fine
Keeping constant distance , to feel safe and sound
Yet so disapointed, of not risking try
Lets see how it goes then,  hoping we succed
If we find it there, being within reach.

Coward or a hero, who will make it right?
Both of them are human yet when both will die
Hero will be winner and coward will lose
In the eyes of those, who can't help us chose
Please inform us quickly and tell us what's right
Maybe it's a Gods job , to help to decide?
Will it make us stronger, or kill rest of heart ?
That took so much damage, from failures in a past.

Not seeing it clearly and with a lot of gaps
Knowing that one day it might just collapse 
Leaving only bad world, around to live in
Pushing straight ahead , while the rest will spin
Maybe little rest will help us to win
We will never know, untill day comes in.

When will it be clear and easy to read?
Is it either over, or just starts to kick in
Spending time together , that will change our lifes
Will make us feel needed, appreciate the past
Shall we say then loudly ?
I want to admit , even if it won't work
I wish to proceed , please give me a chance ,feel whats in my heart
Yet don't do it only cause it migth feel right. 

Jumping through obstacles, created by life
Knowing that we have us and willing to die
To get what is best, moments that will last
In our memory adding value to past

If we find an answer lets share it with rest
How to love each other and let brain to rest
How to wake up happy knowing that we have
Someone to take care of, even when we're stressed.

Lets just say we can try and that we are strong

Living every day like it will never get wrong 

With person we love being on the side

Overlooking future helping to survive

Transparent enough to make us appreciate

True beuty of what not everyone can get

The feeling so strong, that scares both of sides

Maybe that it is why we cannot decide

I say love is good and help us to get

One step or few more to true happiness.

Still afraid to say it and simply admit

You're the one I love ,refusing to quit 

Being pushed back with the greatest known force

Will cause so much pain , feeling of no hope

So before we move there, is it better wait ?

What if by delaying it will be to late

Missing only chance to say how we feel

Will end this romance , make it disappear

Go into the past where is all the mess

Pile of disappointments , big failures and stress

Not knowing what action might be that the best

Simply try a coin toss , let dice roll or guess

That is my solution so feel free to try

I won't think about untill i will die.