Second chance (OD)

When your heart goes hard
Pumping too much blood
Your brain tells u that
Something is not right
Listening to beat 
Being weirdly loud
Seeing pool of blood 
Coming of your mouth
Nose changed to a tap
U cant turn it off
Vision start to fail
Falling on the floor

Knowing that it's  end 
Fighting for the life
Trying to stand up
Losing more of blood
Being little proud 
To call for the help
Deciding to lie
Waiting for a death
When the vision failes
Wierd cinema starts
Seeing lots of things
Coming from the past

Moving to a place
Which is really dark
Seeing little light 
Really really far
Feeling other beings
Watching u from far
They simply decide
Whether u should die
What will happen next
Like before the fight
Tension and the fear

Makes u shut your eyes 

Knowing u will die
Scares u even more
Regreting things more 
Feeling all alone
Suddenly it starts
Brightening  around
Ready to confess
And apologise 
Seeing lots of blood
Being very dry
Makes u think ur back
After longer while

Fainting few more times
Recovers u fast
Finally u get up
Knowing that u died
Sitting for a while 
Thinking to yourself
Am i still alive
Why and who has helped
Is it simply luck 
Or a second SECOND CHANCE.