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Somethings has been building up inside
My hope of light slowly begins to disappear
A raging darkness i have come to fear
A living cell but an empty shell
Words no longer pierce my skin
Im carrying this heavy hell within
No longer feeling sane
Emptiness and terrible pains
Living because i have to
Not because i desire
Forever tangled in a web of wires
In and out of an emotionless zone
Fearing i will never find a place to call my home
Deserted by those i care the most
Im all alone breathing this toxic air
I reach out but no one reaches back
Crying on the inside and now its starting to show
Feeling lost in my own life plot
Help and love is all i want
But at last their is no escape
When trying to find a hopeless fate.