Secret Journal of Teenage Pregnancy.

she was so vibrant
the type of vibration that would affect even a tyrant
she always had good grades
until she mistakenly got laid
He asked her how life was
her response has been how's she just chasing a little buzz
but can't no more 
because she was 4 
month in
she's pregnant so he asked himself with who had she been
she told he was a shitty lover
but he could make the greatest father
his heart filled up with fear and hope
 he thought "if it's a boy, my son's steez will be hella dope
if it's a girl, don't be desdemona & go elope"
she told him more
told me how her daddy beat her sore 
told me her mommy stayed at the bottle
and she felt no love now that she hit bottom
He told her "I'm here
and as bad as things may appear 
we're 19 we can make it
and if we can't just to keep alive we'd have to fake it"
a smile come up within a second it was gone
she said she sorry, for trying to play God 
he tried to reassure her that all will be cool
now she wondering what she gon' do with school
her voice broke as she began to cry
telling him "I'm so sorry I lied,
but I don't  want you throw away your life like I'm doing mine.
the baby's not yours so you don't have to waste your time,
18 years for a child that isn't yours
I'm sorry but I can't let you do that"
He said he can't let it grow up with no dad.
"I'ma do it anyway 
I'ma raise this baby in any case"
then she sat and asked "what am I gonna do bout school?"
she left and was missing for about a day or 2
until her parents noticed a few missing knives
went to her room 
saw she was in a gloom
and now the cuts her thighs
and hips 
match the ones upon her wrists
a little deeper
was a letter for her people
said "I'm sorry, I didn't wanna ruin your lives."