Secret lovers

Everything about you tells me who you really are, a man who can sometimes be loud while being silent all in one

you tell me that you love me you say I am the one

I don't understand how it got out of hand

How did we allow for things to come this far

We both know I don’t belong

She's the one who holds your heart

I will always come second

She will always be your number one

You caress my hair whisper in my ear hold me tight and kiss my lips

But for what? Its her who holds you near!

You say you don't love her say you both have gone your separate ways

If that was true explain why she's the one who lays with you in bed

You only call me when she's not around

Hoping I  fall for your pathetic game

Our love could never be

Anything but secrecy

You were the one who said

Im worth gold and

Deserve so much more

I want the kind of man

Who holds my hand in public

Not just behind closed doors

I'd like to see you everyday hug and kiss you 

Bring a smile to your face

But I go home alone

While your home is with her

Tell me again how you thought

You and I could ever work?