SEE I AM STILL SILENT

Last night i got a letter,
It was all about you and me .
The words that i could hardly see 
Were
I AM SORRY!
it was totally filled with blood.
Oh my god,
That was the greatest flood,
Flood of our nuptial rounds.
I could feel my wounds..
What was my  fault?
You threw me in the vault.
I KNOW....
i gave you excessive love.
I never utter even a single word,
You came back to home at 10.
I was tired though,
But
I always helped you in taking your shoes,tie and jacket off.
Served you dinner ..
But you didn't even notice that i was getting thinner.
Day by day my face color changed into pale,
I tried to smile but 
I failed..
I saw you with another lady,
I was still steady.
I ignored 
N thought you would understand
I was totally choked..
I fell ill.   And 
Lost the will!
Then i realised this blood was mine which i found on the letter,
YES!YES! you won the battle...
No worries! If you are crying or even trying to take me back.
Alas! You are in the greatest lack..
 I am in dilemma  how would i bless you ..
With the regret of losing me or with love ....
But don't worry i will go with the second one..
Coz my love was pure..
I tried to cure
But you got lured...
Towards fake world and yes i failed...
But could read the letters which were chained with my soul 
AND 
GUESS WHAT? 

I AM STILL SILENT...