Seething

16/07/2020
Seething

A little intro to the bad side of the nhs,
3 times in a row,
I can’t fucking believe this!

I always get stuck,
With These stuck up cowboy drs.
I’m sure the first of my 3 visits,
Started with curses'.
As I’m here for the 3rd time,
With more than half,
Of 2 faced nurses.
Talking and laughing at me,
Behind my back,
Little did they know my sister,
For my jacket,
Had to back track.
So I’m not crazy in here,
Already I had been thinking that,
As they don’t seem to realise,
Even when they whisper,
I can hear the conspiracy chit-chat.
Trying to make me mad,
So im thrown,
Once again,
From this hell,
Prison type ward.
Telling me I couldnt go outside on my own,
Luckily,
My mates in security,
Stuck it up their arse hard,
As they need 2 forms,
To keep me in,
So until I’ve had my spliff,
I give u my best regards.
Now it’s time for hard balling,
And set into play,
 my joker card.
As they’ve not got their backs,
They’ve got mine,
The hospital security guards!
Shaking their heads in disbelief,
At the matron,
 of the hospitals words.
The Matron and 4 others,
Pulled me into a side room,
Wouldn’t even let my sister in,
For proof of what I was witnessing.
I gave up,
And stormed out in the end.
It was all bullshit,
So I refused to sit there,
To Be battered when already broken,
And cos' I know the anger inside of me,
From this anguish,
Suffering and pain,
Is now stood wide open,
I didn’t stop to listen,
As no fulltime single dad,
Wants to end up in prison!
I’m fine to smoke cigarettes outside,
Yet prescribed cannabis isn’t.
Our nation needs to get with the times,
If not for anything,
Then health reason.
I think the NHS do fabulous work,
It’s just a shame,
For the 3rd time it’s come to this,
Me being in hospital,
But left in seething pain!
Theyve been saying since Wednesday,
They would make it so my oramorph in measures has just a 10 or 20 ml gain.
They don’t understand my tolerance,
Or anything,
For the 3rd time,
In a 2 year span.
When will things go right for me?
When will they finally expand?
I suppose I’ve just to deal with it,
And carry on my life long dreams and plans,
 continuing with the same dealt hand.
They see I’m on so many opiates,
So I must have been addicted to heroine.
Even drs and nurses stereotype,
And think just the same. 
Until they speak to me and question it,
I’m sure they’re embarrassed then.
Assumption is a fools game,
So instead,
Go and Get your facts right,
And then come back to me again!