Senseless

We bonded instantly
From our first conversation came intimacy
Spirtually and then physically
I revealed to her the inner me
As she reciprocated equivantly
Funding this relationship with stability
Along with strength and prosperity
Such a connection is a rareity
That my suspicions question its transparency
Despite all the love in which you have buried me
Im visited by memories of past heresies
In comparson to your pressence recognized as therapy
I know what I want but is that really what I see
I mean my judgement has been off so now I question me
Could my motives be the reason am I filled with greed
You I only want to please
But can I fulfill your needs
Im better by yourside and worse when you leave

Nothings familiar
No bridges, connections, or mirrors
Can reflect this feeling clearer
Limitless and abstract in apperance
I recognize it with all my senses