Separation Anxiety

A sea of soullessness, my future was foretold
I knew I'd give you everything
Unaware of how the cards would fold
A tight rope walker without any real ropes
With nothing to hold onto but pure hope
So I let go...
Free falling from the highest peak
At a loss for words
If only I had wings to fly
These voices violently mocking me screeching "you're human silly girl, not a bird"
Still, I lost myself in you
A fear I never knew I had
Now my greatest fear is losing you
A part of myself I know I'll never get back
Never expecting, the fall would hit me harder than the impact...
Given the chance I'd press repeat over and over again
For a moment more with you I'd make heaven and hell bend
A future I'd consider more than well spent

So please don't turn away
Because I'd rather die by your hands
Than ever breathe in the breath or taste another man
See, I walk this fine line between reality and hope
Holding onto nothing...
A tight rope walker with no ropes.