Series of LIFE mistakes

20
Eyes rolling,
almost stuck on the back of my head,
changing the fakes around me, befriending reals instead.

Head spinning,
trying not to see the lies,
why is everyone being a fake,
it’s like living among the spies.

21
However far
however near
I will not give into
the pain and fear.

However cold
or hot or far
do not disappear
under the dying
of the sun.

And if nothing will sufy
you will change
and so will I.

After all why not
this is the end
of the world.

I’m coming your way
with guns
and shields
and war.

There’s no hiding
no turning back
there is no telling
who will crack.

22
No matter how much the truth hurts,
I would rather hear it
and be hurt
than live in lies.