Servant of God

Cursed?
As am I. 

Cause I spend
All of My time
For the rest of time;
Serving You!

You vex me. 
Complex me.
 
Bending my Will
My smile,
With your charm.

Caught, deep within
Your endless gaze.
That sees
Right through me. 

When will it end?
Only when I,
Have drawn my breath last?

Or soon, will I know
My peace, My purpose,
My belonging?